When I feel OK I feel like I don’t need medication. When I feel bad I’m too scared to take it.
Love Sailor xox
Why do you get scared to take it? ((hugs)) xx
Paranoia I guess, the side effects of all these brain drugs is horrendous and gives me anxiety. The fact it makes you feel even less real. Not to mention gastro-intestinal side effects and emetophobia :/ xox
Now I feel silly for asking… I haven’t been on those types of drugs before so I apologise for my naive-ness. Sorry xx
Ah don’t worry about it. I have paranoia about whatever I put in my body some days, even food. It’s like an alien chemical which shouldn’t be there. I can see medicating myslef is going to be a problem tonight :/ xox
I wish you luck. I wish I had something to say that might help. But all that is coming to my head like ‘take it and distract yourself’ sounds weak and patronising but I don’t want to not acknowledge this comment at all. xx
Ha ha it doesn’t sound patronising, its the truth kind of isn’t it? And I need to help myself. I just wish I felt safe enough to take my medication. Or sane enough not to need it xox
I am sending safe hugs and hope that you can find a way to take what you need (medication) leave the rest and feel better on the morrow! xx
Thank you SB! I hope I can find an island away from everyone to live on. Then I don’t think I would need medication xox
Not much I can say except would you like a hug? Xoxoxox
I’m not a very huggy person, but seeing as it’s you lets hug *huuugggggsss* xox
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