Monthly Archives: April 2013

What Brings Us Together; What Keeps Us Apart

Yesterday I wrote about my struggle with friendships in the real world, but there are people here that I feel safe with. Whether it is because each of you is far away, it somehow makes it easier.  I don’t know, the … Continue reading

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Fairweather

I struggle with friendships. Maybe it’s me, or the BPD or the all or nothing thinking or the fact that sometimes I don’t feel human or even that I fear abandonment. I just struggle.  Simple as that.  But that isn’t the … Continue reading

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Lines and Colours

A new Canvas post. Not because I’m awesome, but because Canvas is.

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Clean Water

I’m feeling better after yesterdays outburst. I just needed to say some things.  Today the water feels cleaner. Love Sailor xox

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Pain

** Trigger warning** Being held under the dirty water. Naked. Touching.  Waiting for my reaction. Stoic.  Switch off. Dirty things floating, including me. Hair tangled, stuck to my face. Green paint. Laying on the floor. Blood. My baby taken away … Continue reading

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Swim

Love Sailor xox

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I Hope (To Make Them Walk The Plank)

I made this nice ship yesterday when I wasn’t feeling so violent and anxious and just mega borderline awesome mental. Oh well. I’m off to swim in the ocean, maybe I’ll dive to the bottom and not come back.  Or I’ll take … Continue reading

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