Tag Archives: alters

Pain

** Trigger warning** Being held under the dirty water. Naked. Touching.  Waiting for my reaction. Stoic.  Switch off. Dirty things floating, including me. Hair tangled, stuck to my face. Green paint. Laying on the floor. Blood. My baby taken away … Continue reading

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Empty

Feeling nothing. For someone with BPD it should be bliss. I wonder if this is normal.  I wonder if non-BPD people feel empty some of the time.  Do they worry about it? The emptiness should be relaxing.  For a time I … Continue reading

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