Tag Archives: Borderline personality disorder

I don’t know what happened.  Writers block or something.  But it always felt wrong here anyway.  I never quite got into being Bonjour Marin.  I am Hello Sailor, and since what happened there, and my trust was broken, I never … Continue reading

Posted in Borderline, General Thoughts, Mental Health | Tagged , | 8 Comments

A Thousand Times Already

Fi’s birthday is coming up. Two years ago I went on a date with someone really special.  It got messed up because he couldn’t be honest.  Occasionally he pops into my brain and I miss what we had, even if … Continue reading

Posted in Borderline, General Thoughts, Mental Health | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 6 Comments

Dislike

I hate that I want everyone to like me. My mind is so confusing I don’t think I can begin to explain this one, although I’m sure there are other people who feel the same way. I’m aware that personality … Continue reading

Posted in Borderline | Tagged , , | 17 Comments

Tea, Anyone?

***Trigger Warning*** I had a psychotherapy session yesterday.  I didn’t start off in the best of moods. The day before (Monday), I had an increasingly rare panic attack at work.  I say increasingly rare, because although I’m an anxious person, … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 8 Comments

A Crazy Update

It’s been a while.  It all looks a bit different.  I thought it was about time I dipped my toe back in. I’m still me, and by that I mean I’m still crazy.  There are still triggers and flashbacks, there … Continue reading

Posted in Art, Borderline, Mental Health | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 9 Comments

Aftermath of the Aftermath

I’m good at being quiet, and I think that was always my problem. I know I’m Borderline, I know the sub-types have a code, but I can’t remember what mine is.  It’s the “Quiet” variety, I know that much, because … Continue reading

Posted in Borderline, General Thoughts, Mental Health | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 10 Comments

Shampoo

*Trigger warning* I am to write like there is no one listening.  Let the words spill onto the pages.  No mopping up of bad language or profanities or thoughts that will offend, because there are things that need to be said … Continue reading

Posted in Borderline, General Thoughts, Mental Health | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 5 Comments