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A Crazy Update

It’s been a while.  It all looks a bit different.  I thought it was about time I dipped my toe back in. I’m still me, and by that I mean I’m still crazy.  There are still triggers and flashbacks, there … Continue reading

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What Brings Us Together; What Keeps Us Apart

Yesterday I wrote about my struggle with friendships in the real world, but there are people here that I feel safe with. Whether it is because each of you is far away, it somehow makes it easier.  I don’t know, the … Continue reading

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Belonging

One of the last things C said to me was “stay in touch”. I didn’t.  It’s too hard, it’s always too hard. When I was in hospital friendships were made that I though were going to last forever.  I’d never … Continue reading

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How To Survive National Singles Awareness Day

Tomorrow is Valentine’s Day aka “National Singles Awareness Day“. Bitter? Me? OK, maybe a little. This is the fourth Valentine’s Day I’ve been single. I don’t agree with the commercialism of Valentine’s Day, even if I was coupled up. I don’t get … Continue reading

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Never Regret Anything Because At One Time It Was Exactly What You Wanted

This was the 14th January 2012, just before I got taken to a&e for telling my therapist I wanted to kill myself and just before I got kicked out of therapy because she couldn’t deal with my problems…… I’m back. After … Continue reading

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Hold Fast

So we survived the apocalypse of the mayan calendar ending, but it still feels like there is one going on in my brain – an apocalypse, I mean. Work has made me so angry today.  I only have one working day … Continue reading

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Hello Sailor and Dating

I have a DATE on Friday.  I just thought I’d copy this post from my old Hello Sailor seeing as it’s quite new and I have a DATE on Friday and I’m determind to continue with the whole internet dating thing, even … Continue reading

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