*Trigger warning* I am to write like there is no one listening. Let the words spill onto the pages. No mopping up of bad language or profanities or thoughts that will offend, because there are things that need to be said … Continue reading
I’m sorry I suck so much at everything at the moment. Yes, it matters. I miss every one of you, but I’m finding it difficult to juggle blogging and working and painting and being mental. In my head there is a … Continue reading
I’m stepping a toe back into blog land. It is possible I’m over the blog block, or I could possibly go back into hiding after this. Never mind, I only write when I need to. There’s no point in forcing … Continue reading
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**Trigger warning** There are all these words that I can’t say. All floating around in my head. Sometimes I can just about make out snippets the rest of the time it’s just nonsense but because I don’t know the words I … Continue reading
I am chronically suicidal. I don’t know where I got that phase from. It dawned on me yesterday how long it has been that I haven’t wanted to be alive anymore. I remember arguing with my parents, when I was … Continue reading