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Shampoo

*Trigger warning* I am to write like there is no one listening.  Let the words spill onto the pages.  No mopping up of bad language or profanities or thoughts that will offend, because there are things that need to be said … Continue reading

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Psychos and Superheroes

I’m stepping a toe back into blog land.  It is possible I’m over the blog block, or I could possibly go back into hiding after this. Never mind, I only write when I need to.  There’s no point in forcing … Continue reading

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All These Words

**Trigger warning** There are all these words that I can’t say.  All floating around in my head.  Sometimes I can just about make out snippets the rest of the time it’s just nonsense but because I don’t know the words I … Continue reading

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Maybe By The Sea

Yesterday I had a mega awesome freak out. I don’t know what was wrong with me.  I guess I had anxiety and exhaustion building for days and then it turned into a full-blown suicidal anxious psychosis.  I was scared I was … Continue reading

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Sailor the Ray of Fucking Sunshine

July 17th 2012……… I’m in pain. I am a pain. There is an energy running through me. It’s not normal energy, its like the nervous pent-up energy. Last night, when we went to bed, Charlotte was angry. She’s been angry … Continue reading

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Hold Fast

So we survived the apocalypse of the mayan calendar ending, but it still feels like there is one going on in my brain – an apocalypse, I mean. Work has made me so angry today.  I only have one working day … Continue reading

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The Price of Health Care

I’ve been meaning to write about it for a while, but never found the right time.  Perhaps it’s now with this new start. Every month tax gets taken out of my pay cheque and given to the National Heath Service.  I … Continue reading

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